love you daniii!!!

i've been looking around buzznet alot and it seems that thier are lots of fakes. i dont get why people do that unless they are a pedophile! i am going to post a video proving i am not a fake. if any of you who read this are fake. just admit it, if to everyone just to be. i wont be mad. i wouyld just rather know.

tasha

i was in conexions today and some starnge man who works there tokk me and my girlfriend to the side. we are gunna try to quit smoking together. ahhhhhhhhhhh! lol XD. please wish me luck, because i have been smoiking for a while now and i am gunna find it real hard to wuit.

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

xtashax

My name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

When is my birthday (its alright I never tell when my b-day is):

What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

What is a memory we have once had:

Have you ever hugged me:

Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?

Are we friends:

Will you repost this so I can do it for you?:

hay everyone i am sorry i have not been nline for a long time. i am guna be online mor often now. i have missed you all very very ,much. i cant wit to chatch up.

i love you all

xtashax

Frank lied back in bed as Mikey climbed on top of him taking of his shirt. Frank ran his hands down mikeys chest and stopped at the top of his trousers. He started to undo Mikey belt as Mikey bent down and kissed frank passionately.

“Frank? Wake up!”

Frank jumped and woke up at this command. He opened his eyes and sore Gerard standing by the edge of his bed.

“What are you dreaming about?”

Gerard asked looking at frank. He lifted an eyebrow while waiting for the answer.

“I……um…..cookies!”

Frank squinted at Gerard as he rubbed his and smiled. Gerard gave out a little giggle.

“Frank? Look I am so sorry for last night”

“About what?”

“You no tat kissing thing”

“O yer that”

Frank sat up he smiled at Gerard a little.

“Don’t worry about it”

Gerard looked up quickly he looked a bit confused.

“You sure? You seemed really pissed off”

“Gerard you always piss me off…but we always stay friends”

Gerard looked back down.

“Yh I no friends”

“Frank looked at Gerard.

“Its just I don’t wanna start again with you…I only just let go”

Gerard nodded slowly.

“I no im sorry”

Mikey appeared at the door of the bedroom with his coat on.

“Frank you ready to go?”

“Yh im ready”

Frank tapped Gerard on the shoulder and smiled at him. Gerard smiled back. He followed frank and Mikey to the front door and watched them drive away. Gerard shut the front door and walked slowly back to franks bedroom. He looked at franks bed then slowly started to move the covers aside.

He laid his head down on franks pillow. He buried his head into the pillow and closed his eyes.

“Mmm Frankie smell”

He turned over into the sheets.

“I miss you Frankie”

I promise that in the next chapter ray and bob will be init

I like this chapter

Hope you enjoy

Xtashaxxxx

my cousinns baby Frankie died. we are all brokeed hearted and lost by this incident. he was a gorgiouse baby boy and he was ripped away by us by this evil. we will never forget him. he would have been great one day. he is still great today.

Frank sat in the bath tub. He wiped tears from his eyes. He looked at the sink a razor blade sat on the edge of it. He picked it up slowly. He presses it against his skin hard.

”frank?”

Mikey knocked on the bathroom door. Frank dropped the razor to the floor. He looked at the door his heart raced.

“Yes?”

He called out towards the door witch no sound was coming from now.

“Um…are you okay?”

“Y-yes im fine”

“Can I come in?”

Frank looked at the razor he picked it up and put it back on the sink. He walked towards the door and slowly opened it. , Mikey stood holding two cups of coffee. He had a friendly and welcoming smile on his face.

“I brought hot befredges”

Frank smiled weekly. Then a look of confusion swept over his face.

“How did you knock on the door when you were holding those cups?”

“HA well lets just say my arms hurt from burns”

Mikey smiled at frank. Frank smiled back and took one of the coffees. Mikey walked into the bathroom and sat on the floor next to the bath. Frank sat in front of him.

“So I was thinking”

So I was thinking Mikey said rubbing the back of his head.

“Wow!”

Smiled frank sipping the coffee. Mikey giggled and punched frank lightly on the arm.

“Well I was thinking and tomorrow I am going shopping I was wondering if you would like to join me”

Frank looked down at the floor.

“I don’t need charity Mikey”

“No no frank listen this is not charity I just wanna go out and have a proper chat with you… you no like we used to”

Frank looked down at the coffee he sighed deeply.

“Um…”
“Awwww come on Frankie I’ll bye cake”

Frank looked up with a smile across his face.

“Okay im in”

Sorry for the late post

Sorry for the crapness of this chapter

I wrote it quick

The next one will be better

I promise

Enjoy

xtashaxxxx

i am sorry to all the people who read my storie. i will post the next chapter as soon as i can find ,my notes.

xtashax

Frank turned over in his bed quickly. A ball of sweat fell down his face. He pushed the cover off of him and sat up. He looked out the window then at the door as it opened slowly. Gerard stood in the door way smiling.

“Gerard?”

Frank squinted toward the door. Gerard shut the door behind him as he walked in. frank sat up straighter.

“What’s wrong?”

Frank said this with a stutter in his voice. Gerard climbed onto the bed and sat close to frank. Frank stopped himself from smiling as Gerard placed his hand on franks leg.

“You’re shaking”

Gerard looked at frank. Frank trembled under his hand. Gerard smiled. He placed his hands on franks shoulders and pulled franks close to his face. He pressed his lips on franks. It lasted a few seconds almost a minute. This was suddenly broken when frank pushed Gerard away.

“What?!”

“Gerard what are you doing?”

“Kissing you”

#frank moved away before Gerard could kiss him again.

“You cheated on me”

“You no you want it”

Frank stared at Gerard in disbelieve.

“What?!”

Before Gerard could say enough thing frank stood up and walked out the room.  Mikey walked down the hall and sore frank run into the bathroom and slam the door. Mikey walked a little bit more down the hall to franks bedroom. Her sore Gerard sitting on franks bed.

“What did you do?”

Mikey leaned against the door and sipped his coffee.

“I…I didn’t do anything”

“Uhu did you just see franks face?”
Gerard looked down then looked up at Mikey.

“I”

“You?”

“I kissed him”
“is that it?”

Mikeys smile faded when he sore a tear fall down Gerard’s face. He walked and sat next to him.

“Mikey you don’t get it I don’t want to hurt him. I love him. I want him back. I made a mistake I tried living my life without him but …I can’t”

Mikey looked down and swallowed his pride.

“I’ll help you…I’ll help you get him back”

This is a good chapter

I enjoyed writing it

Enjoy

Xtashaxxxx

Frank stood in the kitchen pouring out three cups of cola. He looks through the door at Gerard and mike. He couldn’t tell what was being said ad the washing machine was on spin cycle.

“I hope there okay”

Mikey and Gerard sat at other ends of the table they stared at each other occasionally.

“So you split up with birt?”

“Yes”

“And you’re here?”
“Yes”

“Why”

“Because frank loves me and I love him”

“You cheated on him”

“I made a mistake”

“Yh well”

“Mikey don’t start”

Frank walked into the room holding a tre. He sore Mikey and Gerard glaring at each other.

“Wh-whats going on”

Mikey looked up at frank.

“Nothing…I just have to make a call”

Mikey left the room. He walked out into the cold lobby. He pulled his phone out of his pocket.

“I will make something up”

Mikey put the phone back into his pocket and walked back into the room.

“That was my land lord”

Frank looked up.

“What’s wrong?!”

“My gas meter is leaking”

“Omg”

Gerard stared at Mikey in disbelieve.

“Were will you stay?”
Frank stood up.

“He can stay at bobs. Right Mikey?”

Gerard was getting frustrated.

“Um…”

“No Mikey you can stay here”

Gerard stood up and stood in front of frank.

“What about me?”

“Um…you can stay too I have plenty of room”

Frank smiled at the both of them and left the room.

“What are you playing at Mikey?”

“I aint gunna let you hurt him again”

“What are you gunna do?”

“I aint gunna let you date you again”

“Hahahaha a challenge”

Gerard looked down then looked up with a smile on his face.

“Bring it on”

****************************************************************************************I don’t like the beginning of this chapter

I like it nearer the end though…

Xtashaxxxx

Mikey woke up in the morning. It was very cold. He shivered. He walked to the heater and turned it onto full

“Nooo”

Screamed frank he ran and turned off the heater quickly. Mikey stared at him shocked.

“But it’s freezing”

I don’t mind”

But im cold can I turn it on for as view minutes”

“No”

“Why”

“Because umm…”

Mikey studied frank he then realised the problem.

“Its money isn’t it?”

“Huh?”

“Yh you can’t pay for it. Frank why didn’t you say I could have helped”

“Don’t want your help”

“But I could have…”

“Or your money”

“Frank?”
“Look Mikey all I want from you is your friend ship. That’s all I need”

 Mikey felt his cheeks go red. He smiled a big cheesy grin. Frank smiled back it started to fade as frank started to lean towards Mikey.

“Omg he’s leaning in”

Mikey thought in his head.

Just then the door bell rang frank stopped quickly and stood up.

Frank walked towards the door he looked back at Mikey who smiled back friendly at him. This smile made frank smile beyond control. This smile was soon gone when he opened the door to Gerard. Who stood there with his arms crossed.

“Gerard?”

“Hay Frankie”

“Wh-whats wrong”

Frankie asked this because Gerard had clearly been crying.

“It’s Bert. I and he broke up”

“What? You did?”

Mikey came out of the kitchen and noticed Gerard he made himself smile.

“Hi gee”

“Oh Mikey? What are you doing here?”

“He looked after me last night”

Gerard looked at the two jealousy swept over them even though they said nothing happened he did not trust them. Why would he trust Mikey anyway he thought. Because Mikey has liked him from the beginning.

He stared at Mikey

Mikey stared back.

This chapter is better

Hope you enjoy it xtashaxxx

i tried it again i tried to commit suicide again and i am sorry. i dont no what is rong with me. i took an over dose and they pumpeed my stomach i have only just got out of hospital. but i dont care i wont reast because i need help. my counciler dont wanna see me no more i am lost and scared and so alone. you ppl help a great deal byut nobody is actually here.

i will sucseed one day and wen that day comes i am sorry

xxx

Frank flinched and pulled back.

“Ow ow ow”

Mikey pulled franks face back to face him. He smiled softly as he dabbed franks forehead with a cloth.

“Stop being such a woos”

“But it stings”

“Well you shouldn’t have hit Bert”
“he hit me”

“Yes after you hit him”

Mikey looked at frank he put the cloth back in the bowl and looked at franks cut.

“Frank maybe you should start looking for someone else”

What?”
“I mean you should let gee go”
“Mikey if I let him go I will have no one”

“You have me”

“Mikey you no what I mean I’ll have no one toy care for me and to hold me in that way”

“I…”

“Huh?”

“Don’t worry”

Mikey stood up and looked at the time.

“I um I should be off”

Frank stood up quickly but fell back down again.

“I feel dizzy”

Mikey looked worried.

“Maybe I should call a doctor”

“No don’t I don’t wanna see a doctor”

“But I am worried about you”

Mikey said this with a sound of desperation in his voice.

“Um…

“ill stay and make sure your okay and leave in the morning”
“you don’t hav…”

“shut up im statying”

“okay then”
frank lied back in bed mikey looked at him breathing heavy.

“what?!”

Mikey jumped.

“nothing um im gunna go get some water!”

“okay”

Mikey walked out the room. He walked into the bathroom and stared at the mirro.

“pull your self together mikey he is your best friend and your brothers ex and exes are out of bounds to brothers”

Mikey looked in the mirro. He sighed heavily

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this is a crap chapter

i wrote it real quick in scienec class

 the next one will be better

i promise

i need so much help. my life is getting worse and worse by the secong. i have lost two people this year and now my cousin has cancer along with my other cousin alex. i dont no what to do. people on i talk to are getting sick of me being edepressed. other people keep tellinh me to think about the happy things but roight now i just dont see anything happy to go by. im really trying my best to put on a happy face for my friends and family but its just making me feel worse. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! what should i do. i cant even cry. its not taht i dont want to. its just i cant do it. im trying not to bottle it up but its getting more and more bottled up. i need so much help. and i am sorry to all of you that i have pidssed of by being like this but i dont no what else to do but to tell you.

tasha

frank stood up. mikey pulled him right back down onto the stall. he looked at mikey a look of confusion swept over his face.                                                                                           

"he is with bert?"

asked frank taring at mikey. mikey nodded slowly.

"what? you new?"

"um just a littl"
"and you didntr tell me"

"well they might not be together together they might just be friends"

frank and mikey looked up. gerard kissed bert on the lips and walked of toward the bathroom. frank turned and glared atn mikey.

"what!!!!?"

frank turned back round and drank the whole glass of beer in one go.

"cummon mike lets ditch the guys and go."
frank picked up his coat. bert walked in front of him stopping him from leaving.

"hiya frankie boy!"

"huh?"

frank glared at bert bert smiled back. mikey then pushed infront of frank.

"no offennce bert but were leaving now so please move"
bert stepped aside mikey grabbed franks arm pulling him towards the door.

"hope you have fun on your own tonight frankie boy while im screwing gereard"

frank stopped in place. he turned slowly.

"excuse me?"

"frank leave it lets go please"

bert smile.

"yh you see frankie gee needs a real man not a litle boy haha"

frank walked up to bert smiled and looked at the floor.

"what ya gunna do midg hit me?"

frank looked up at bert causing him to fall backwards onyto the floor.

"BERT"

gerard ran to berts side and heklped him up. he looked at frank with a look of dissapointment on his face.

"frank what is your issue?"

"gee it wasnt his fault ber was..."

"mikey? why are you defending him?"
"i..."

"unbelevible"

gerard glared at the both of them. he took berts hand and started to walk out of the club. bert let go of gees hand turned and punched frank in the face knocking him out.

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so this is the second part

hope you like it

sorry for the spelling mistakes

xtashaxxxxx

im sosorry to any one i have pissed off latly. i seem to be doing alot. i just dont feel my self at the moment so if i have said anything bad to you i am so sorry. latly i have been wanting to end my life. my plans for doing this were not good. i tried to hang my self but my coousina nd my frinfd cut me down. i am sorry if by doing this it hurt anyone. some say it is a good thing for me to have servived but truthally all you popl who talk to me would be better off with out me. cause part of me still wishes that i had died that night. i will try my best for all you ppl i love but i can never promise anything. sometimes its just to hard. yes you could say to me suicide isnt the answer but maybe its the best escape.

im so sorry

xxx

haya jake

btw you fuking rok. you barley new me and you listened to my problems and mafde me smile. if i hadnt have spoke to you that day i would truthally be very much dead. so i just wanna say thank you thank you thank you.

ily

xtahsaxxxxx

Frank pulled his hand back quick. “Ouch”.  He looked at the bite as blood trickled out of it. “He had to leave this bloody cat behind”. Frank stood up and stared at he small trembling creature. “Stupid ugly creature”. Frank walked to the fridge and took out some milk. He poured some into a bowl and put it on the floor. “You don’t deserve this”. He watched the cat lap up the milk. He looked at his hand again and sighed wrapping a cloth around it.

He turned and walked into his bedroom. He stopped when he sore a shirt on his bed. He slowly picked it up holding it in his arms. “I miss you gee”. He took a deep breath stopping him from crying. “Stop frank”. He frew the shirt into a corner and sat on the endge of his bed. He jumped as his phone began to ring. He picked it up and a familiar voice welcomed him on the other end of the line.

“Frank it ray”

“Oh hiya! Whets up”

“Me mike and bob are heading out tonight fancy joining us?”

“Um I dunno”

“Aww come on”

“Umm…”

“Please”

“Ok”

“Good. I’ll pick you up at 8 be ready”

Ray hung up the phone. Frank stared at his wardrobe and walked towards it. He pulled out a clean shirt and a pair of jeans. He looked at the crumpled shirt in the corner and sighed.

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Frank sat in ray’s car staring out the window. Bob and mikey were laughing in there back seats. Ray looked at frank when they reached a red light.

“Dude what’s up”

“Um oh nothing”

“Oh god please don’t tell me it’s Gerard”

Frank looked down then back out the window. Ray rolled his eyes and drove on. They pulled up close to a club. Frank got out the car and shivered in the cold

They walked into the club. Frank headed straight to the bar. He sat there for an hour on his own drinking beer and eating chips. Mikey walked up and sat next to him and smiled kindly.

“Yo dude”

“Oh hiya mike”

“You not having fun?”
“Um oh y him having a riot”

Mikey smiled and turned away from the bar. He quickly turned back again.

“Uh-oh”

“Huh?”

“Gerard and Bert just walked in”

Well this is my first story that I have posted on buzznet

So go easy on me…

Sorry for any spelling mistakes…I suck at spelling

I’m so sorry if its crap

Xtashax xxxxx

hi people i am thinking of posting a story on buzznet. i have seen a few people who have done it and there all really good. i have a few ideas. so keep an eye out for a story from my buzznet.

love ya all

xtashax

xxxxxx

I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU TO BRIANA AND LIRIC CAUSE YOU TO HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH SO MUCH. WHEN I WENT INTO HOSPITAL I NEW THAT YOU TO REALLY CARED. WHEN I TALK TO YOU ONLINE YOU GIGVE ME HOPE AND ENCORAGE ME TO KEEP ON LIVING. SO YH  YOUR SO IMPORTANT TO ME I COULDNT LIVE WITH OUT YOU TWO.

THANK YOU

XXXXX

XTASHAX